| LOLIPOPS |
[Sep. 17th, 2003|02:59 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  frustrated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Blink 182: all the small things | ] |
i have to sell so many lolipops i am never going to get rid of them. they are 75c a peice, so give me ur money. I have two bags to get rid of. thats 120 lolipops. i beleive that makes $90 all together? quick math skills eh? I need to sell them. you people dont understand how damn heavy they are. and i mean, sure i sold like 13 today, but all those people arent going to buy anymore. please, one is enough. it takes a century to finish it. you could never find how many licks it takes to get to the center of those babies. and anyway, who wants one of those lolipops when while sucking them it makes it look like ur sucking a d*ck... but then again, that would make perfect sence for the people in my school. god im a bad person. I dont mean that, but these lolipops get me so frustrated, so buy one damn't... or make that two, three, four... the whole bag! |
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| damn homework |
[Sep. 16th, 2003|09:48 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | pissed off | ] |
| [ | music |
| | dashboard confessional: screaming infedelities | ] |
how am i suppose to get all this stuff done? not only do i have homework due tomorrow and real soon, but i have homework that was due like 2 days ago to still finish. I am behind and i dont know how ill catch up. of course writing on here wont help either. wasting time once again. i need more hours in a day. i really do. i dont get anything done and i never get to sleep. i havent slept for more than 5 hours a day in about 2 weeks. its horrible. ever since i got this damn boyfriend. No, just kidding... i love him. Or do i? anyways... kidding. i dont know how ill make the grades this year. i cant seem to handle school, a new job and a boyfriend. I mean, i should prob give one of them up... but i need to go to school... i need money to pay for my car and i need my boyfriend to keep me alive... how am i going to do this? this year was suppose to be like a downhill roller coaster. fast and easy, but it doesnt seem that way so far. o well... maybe i should actually get something done. its all brit lits fault. I KNOW IT! |
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| what is love? |
[Sep. 15th, 2003|11:54 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | mariah carey: always be my baby ... (mike) | ] |
well... the burial was today, but thats not why i am writing. i want for someone to tell me what love is.
I have an amazing boyfriend. Yes, i know, everyone probably thinks that, but if u knew him and what he says to me and what he beleives in and just everything about him u'd be like.. "yo, tara, you hit the jack pot." i wont say what he says, but maybe sometime i will, but everything he says makes me feel like im on top of the world.
but, yet again, i am not writing to brag about my boyfriend or even or AMAZING relationship. I am writing for answers. I want to know what love is. I mean, i think i know what it is, but id really like to know how u know ur in love. I guess thats my real question. How do i know im in love? I mean, i feel so much towards my boyfriend, but i dont know if i am in love with him. I mean, for all i know i am, but how do i know. I definitly feel that im falling in love with him, that's for sure, but am i already at the point of love? I want NO ONE else but him and i want to be with him forever... and i guess thats like showing im in love with him, but is there this special feeling that i just dont know about?
Well, i really dont know what im saying, but what i do know is that i have an amazing boyfriend... a boyfriend that i love. DO I? |
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| back from nj |
[Sep. 13th, 2003|02:32 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | good charlotte: the anthem | ] |
well, we just returned from new jersey. well, like 2 hours ago. The wake was very nice, but of course nothing to brag about. the burials on monday so i wont be going to school again. it was annoying though. everyone that was there was friends of my uncles, so i didnt know many people. all of them were like... "i remember when u were this big" using hand gestures showing our height when we were like 2. i hate when they do that. btw... never been in a room with so many homosexuals. not that i have a problem with that, but it was interesting. well... i should get some rest before work. its my first weekend day so it will prob be real busy. i like friendlys... so its not that much of a drag.
i miss my baby so much. it will be 2 weeks soon that weve been going out. im so in love with him. hes amazing. I just wanna see him so badly. unfortunatly i had to cancel out plans because of my nanas death. i know he understands, but i miss him so much. I was realy hoping i could see him today, but hes at a bbq and at his grandmas... so i guess we wont get together. maybe tomorrow though. ill see if i can. if my dads working then i def will want to, if not... i dont think so.
anyway... i should go. |
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| why now? |
[Sep. 11th, 2003|11:35 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  discontent | ] |
| [ | music |
| | none | ] |
unfortunatly my nana died yesturday. she has had alzheimers, but that doesnt make anything better. im not completely upset. I mean, i am sad, and i feel horrible for my dad, but otherwise I am coping fine. I have expected it for awhile, so i have gotten myself ready for this i guess u can say. we go to new jersey tomorrow morning and then come back saturday morning. the burial will be monday in queens, so well just go to queens instead of going back to new jersey.
besides all of that going on... i have a new job, but u know... i dont feel like talking about that right now.. maybe later. |
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